It was already 7pm.The bus stop had no other connection. We just started walking. We had left everything in the hotel, even our resident permits. There was no question of trying the hiking path which went through the woods. We were still hoping to get some cab or reaching a bus stop with another bus connection. I had the Orario (timetable) in my hand and we followed the bus route so that we don't get lost.
We were walking by the side of the highway on the thin path after the rightmost border. At times it was a little wide so that even two people can walk side by side. But most of the time it was so thin that you are afraid that your shoulders are across the border while your steps are barely outside the line. At least during the first one hour or so, there was some grass beside the road so that we could just walk on it. Cars seemed to be going past us in lightning speed. And each time I heard the cars approaching I clenched my teeth. After a while the road became more difficult. There was slope beside the road and it was uphill. The place beside the border line was thin. And I tried to imagine that we were in a circus...At first he was in front and I was following him. But the sound of the cars approaching from the back made my nerves wreck. So I asked him to be behind me so that if I lost my balance he could hold me.
The feeling that he was behind me eased my nerves a little and we continued with our trapeze.
All this time we didn’t see any cab. He constantly tried to ask for a lift, but perhaps nobody trusted us enough to give us a lift. After all we were an Indian couple walking beside a highway at that hour of night...perhaps we looked like robbers...or actually they just didn’t care. We were actually hoping to see a police car or some police station nearby. But as luck would have it we never saw one.
Then it started to grow dark. There were portions of road where I couldn’t see my own hand until there was a car approaching with its blinding headlights. We could understand that it was very natural that in those portions of the street the drivers couldn’t see us either. I was constantly muttering my God's name and was trying to switch off my brain. But it was not to be. There were strange smells of animals coming from the forests. I remembered all the mafia films and all types of strange fears crawled up my spine
...my spine was gradually stiffening and my knees started showing signs of rebellion
I was waiting for some miracle to happen; I needed one desperately at that moment.
When we were out of one of those dark patches we felt so relieved...and for some time we could walk in the lights coming from Gas stations or nearby bus stops...But then again we had to enter the darkness.
We ceased thinking of anything else but the details of these path and when we walked in the darkness we could see very little dots of light far away...and we walked with the aim of reaching those lights...
Thus we crossed miles after miles of road...and we were still far from Bellinzona...
But now we were at least approaching the city...the bus stops now had seats...But we were afraid that if we sat down we would be overcome by fatigue and lose the stubbornness that was keeping our feet moving...
But now I was already limping. My left knee was so stiff by now that it was really painful to move it. We stopped again and again, tried to message my knees and again tried to go on ignoring the pain.
At one bus stop, I sat down. He now knew that my pain was too much...and became so desperate that he was actually standing on the road waving his two hands asking for a lift.
I was terrified and limped as fast as I could to pull him back...
"What do you think you are doing?"
He was almost in tears, ‘I am feeling so helpless. You are in such a condition and I can’t do anything!!"
It always happens that when he is in despair I become very strong.
I stood up and said "But I can still walk"
It was the last patch of the journey.
By this time it had started raining. We didn't have a drop of water with us and the rain seemed so soothing.
I was now leaning on him and he was almost dragging me...My left knee just refused to fold. We were now just two bus stops away from the hotel.
But the nearer we were towards our destination, the faster my strength was giving away...I leaned with all my weight on his body and even walked with my eyes closed...
Finally, when we reached the Hotel, we found the door was closed and locked.
We sat down on the stairs and I could guess from his face that he was about to burst and do something violent. At that time a lady came from nowhere...she was returning from a party and was late...she also stayed in that hotel...she rang the bell again and again, did the shouting and pounding...
Now she noticed my condition and asked us what the matter...was
"We are in this state because of the excellent hospitality of the people of your country.” he burst and told how we were left by the driver and how no one gave us a lift...and the distance we had to walk...
"Mamma Mia! This girl walked that distance “and she hold me in her arms as if I was a little girl.
Now I broke down completely and started sobbing and I sobbed as I took my breath and couldn't stop.
The Hotel Guard has now opened the door. The lady went to the manager and told our story...We told him we wanted to cancel our reservation for the next day as we were neither in the mental nor physical state to enjoy anything...He sent some bottles of mineral water to our room.
I tried to open my shoes but my feet were so swollen that I couldn't. My husband pulled them off...
Next day we started for home and thanks to the excellent transport system of Switzerland, even with my incapacitated leg we reached our home quite smoothly.
I stayed at home for a whole week after that as it was really difficult to walk.
The leg however healed much quicker than my heart.
Even long after that I used to have nightmares where I walked beside the Highway and Cars were passing close enough to knock me down any moment.
If we had a cell phone with us, if we saw the return timetable before we started, if we trusted the Swiss transport system a little less, we would not be in that situation...we speculated afterwards.
But what we gained was a strengthened relationship...walking that distance together and being in that helpless situation made our bond even stronger...the best part was that we didn’t blame each other or get angry on each other in spite of the situation. And we didn’t lose our faith....
And after this day we trusted each other more and the Swiss transport system a little less. Never again we went anywhere before knowing exactly when the last bus or the last cable car or last train connection was.
Now, when I am writing this I am In the US where driving on the highway is almost everyday affair...and whenever we drive on a highway I see the sidewalk and when it is very narrow I thank God for saving us that day...
That Was the miracle
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ReplyDelete"Trust"... I think that's the main issue ..often at night time when we travel.. ..by our car ...sometimes I see people asking for lift ... sometimes my husband does say lets stop lets see what he wants ..but I get scared .... I ask him to overlook ..let someone else deal with that ... what if something happens to us ...these " what ifs" !!
ReplyDeleteBravo! It was really a risky adventure. The border
ReplyDeletearea all countries are always risky mainly at that late hours of the day. But dont worry dear
Our Holly Mother is always there with you to look after you.This type of adventure teach us something about our future programme.Your adventure reminded me of mine in young age.I am
glad of your realisation about your life-partner
at that distress hour.
Dilip Mukherjee,Kolkata
India.
Thanks for all your opinions.Its a day I will always remember.Perhaps that is the beauty of it also.If there were not risks taken,there wouldn't be stories to tell.
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